The "I shoulds"

When I am up in the middle of the night I feel like I should really be productive, but somehow I never am. Right now I should be finishing one of the three books I am reading, or I should be writing a meaningful blog post for once, or I should be working on something that might actually make some money, or I should at least be folding the two baskets of laundry sitting in the family room. But instead I've been randomly wandering around the house trying to figure out what I should pack up next in anticipation of the move that will happen, someday.

Sigh. I guess I will get to that laundry now. It seems like the least productive thing I can be doing.